We’re all entitled to bad days right?… You know the kind where you don’t really want to get up in the morning because you’re tired of life?…
That’s how I feel right now… A little burnt out and confused… Burnt out with work and where I am in life… And confused about where I’m going…
Because right now… Well I just don’t see a clear picture of my life… Then again we never do…
And I still miss my dad so much… So much…
Coming up on a year has me subconsciously sad… Sad and a little confused… Because well I never saw life being at this state…
And normally I’m extremely hopeful and positive… It’s just who I am… But today I feel a little depressed and sad… And annoyed…
And I also feel like life is plateauing out some… That it’s a little flat and dull at the moment… And that I need to keep moving forward for more excitement and growth….
But right now… Well right now I just have so many questions….
So many questions and so many thoughts… And I honestly I hate feeling low… I’m not a low, sad or depressed type of person… But these feelings have me dragging around… And not giving 100%…. The struggle is real…
But a friend encouraged me to just let the grief to continue to happen… To continue to feel all of the sadness, depression and pain that comes with death… And so I guess I will… Because death is strange and what else am I supposed to do?…
Again… Death… Will death is just life…. A big part of life and why we are living and continuing to move forward…
