You know those moments in life when it feels like too many responsibilities have been piled on your shoulders?…

Yeah that’s where I am right now…

And in the midst of it all I’m sick… And I miss my dad… And I think I’m sorting through this whole grief thing….

So in a moment like this when I feel like I have too much on my plate… Well in the same sense, I’m more confident than ever that I can handle it…

And I don’t see the picture clearly…. Honestly, I can only see what’s in right now… And I’ve stopped trying to come up with a way to figure it all out… Because that never got me anywhere…

Instead… Well I feel like I’m just riding the wave that I’m on in the moment… But then I also feel like I’m on autopilot a little… That I need a way out… A big red emergency button…

And then deep down… Really deep down within me I have this peace… This peace that keeps reminding me that despite how overwhelmed I feel with work and life… Well that this time I should continue to move forward…

And I’m not at all sure or even close to certain where it will all lead me… But I feel positive…

And it’s just such a nice feeling… To know that I can handle what’s right in front of me in this moment… And that I can continue to try my best and make friends with these challenges…