Maturity Moment…

In the last year or so life has become a place where I just live… I live in the moment…  For the moment…

And sometimes I don’t like the moment I’m in… But it’s ok because soon that moment will be over and there will be another one to experience…

But yesterday I was reminded of a recent success… And for the first time… Well success felt different than it has before…

Usually I’m very proud… Boasting about what I’ve achieved and accomplished… Thinking too highly of myself… Going on and on about a particular moment when it’s long gone…

But yesterday… Well I found myself pausing to celebrate… And then I casually moved forward… Like it was just another moment… Another day… Another thing that I’ve accomplished on my to do list in life…

But now I am curious… Why didn’t I boast about this moment?… Why didn’t I shout it from a roof top for everyone I know to hear?… Have I matured?… Has humility become more of a lifestyle than ever before?…

And… If so… Is this a good thing?…

Because I really don’t know… But I do see that for the first time I consciously looked into my past and just shook my head in a good way and moved forward… Onward with my day and my life…

And I feel like that’s a good thing… A good place for me to be in… A good note to finish out May and enter into June with…

And so… Right now… In this moment… Well… I’m so ok with that…

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