Bye Fear…

IMG_4346It’s ok to feel afraid… Right?… To know that there’s so much in front of me… But then to not know the details… But I can certainly feel a lot ahead…

That’s where I am right now… Where I stand… In this area that encourages me to move forward and to pursue all that’s happening in the moment… But then I have these moments… These moments… Where I want to look back… To see the past for a second… But I know I shouldn’t look there at all… It’s not important anymore…

But then I feel afraid… Afraid of completely letting go and getting lost in it all… Because what if I completely love it?… What if I get so completely lost in where I am… Well that I forget?… That I forget about the life and lives I used to know and be a part of?….

And then God says that’s what he wants…. That’s exactly where I should be to move into the destiny and life he has for me…

And I know deep down that fear…Fear will keep me here… It will keep me disconnected from what I’ve been pursuing… And what I want so much…

So I guess I’m just going to throw it all aside… Throw fear to the wind and separate myself even more from where I was… Because hanging onto it all… Well it won’t get me anywhere…

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