Change the World….

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Over the last few months or so… Well I’ve basically accepted that California is home… For now at least… And as much as I miss my family… Well I love the life I am living out here so much….

But I find myself wondering what this is all about… Because a lot of the time it makes sense… But then there are moments when I think “none of this makes sense at all”…

And that’s when I get overwhelmed… Because I start worrying some… Am I doing life the best way possible for me?…

Of course then I have to remind myself that as long as I’m genuinely happy life will keep moving forward… I believe it will continue to evolve into something better than I can hope for or imagine…

But I have my moments… And I’m having one now…

And it’s mostly due to the amount of “free time” I have… The family I work for is on vacation until August… And so I don’t know what to do with myself…

But I guess this is really a time for me to just breathe… To breathe and relax some and remind myself why I have chosen to keep doing the job I’m doing right now…

And when I’m honest with myself… Well I find myself grateful for the truth that we are all capable of changing our own worlds…

Growing up I was taught I was a world changer… My religion and schooling told me that every day….

Now looking back… Well I see that it is a lie as much as it’s the truth…

No… I will never change the actual world… But every day… Well we all change our personal little world… Through our actions, the world is made a better or worse place to live in…

And I guess in so many ways I am grateful to have the opportunity to work with kids right now… And show them how to change their worlds… Just in changing their situations… Just by choosing to forgive and love and be kind…

And I guess in this moment… Well that’s enough for me to just relax and be…

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