The Unraveling…

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And then sometimes life presents itself to you in a way that you never dreamed possible but always hoped for deep within…. And the process of it all is simply the unraveling…

The revealing of our hearts desire… What we want the most… What we’ve hidden from ourselves out of fear…

Sometimes it’s hidden so deep within us that a process has to occur for it to become a reality…

And in al honesty that’s where I stand right now…

Because my entire life has been surrounded with lies and truths… It’s been shrewd in it’s lack of reality… And I feel like the person I’ve always been has been so tightly hidden and tucked deep within me… And that being who I am today has come in a series or realities…

And sometimes the reality of the realities feels so far from me… Like they were in a different lifetime… A different place… Another planet… With other beings… Surrounded by another thought universe…

But now… Now I see something… I see things I hoped for… Things that I discussed and held so close to my heart… Well I see them becoming a reality…

And the reality of the reality is… Well it took work…

Because I feel like… For the unraveling to happen… For this all to be my life today… Sacrifice was required… Opening my mind… Removing myself from relationships, environments and ideas that can keep us all down and appearing to be “happy and full”….

And in this moment… Well I think I say all of this for myself… Because in so many ways I am able to put onto paper or a screen… How I feel about the unraveling of life… How we can move from success to success in life… But we have to understand that there’s going to be a mountain to climb in the middle…

And that mountain might be a tall one.. It might be a tough track to the top… Full of cliffs and sharp rocks to hang onto… But reaching the top… Getting to the point… Being there and taking in the awe of it all… Well it’s worth it…

And then the downfall to the bottom… Only to climb something else is worth it too…

And I think I’m realizing that to be a climber in life… An expert at allowing life to be an ever-present rollercoaster… Well we have to be ready for it to unravel itself at any time… We have to be willing to go up when it’s time to go up… Stay and enjoy the view when we get there… And then make the trek down when it’s time for a new adventure…

And of course there is fear… I still get afraid…

I felt fearful this week… And it took life’s obstacles for me to realize that I just need to continue to live… Continue to love… And continue to go with the flow of the moment… Because my life has come to a good, solid place… And my confidence in self and God should be pretty solidified at this point of the game…

And I guess… As I continue to follow what I know… What I understand… As I continue to use wisdom to guide me into the best decision… Well life will just unravel…

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