Break Up…

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There’s a place in my heart that still feels pain…

Most of the time the pain is faint…

I can barely feel it because of the abundance of life…

But then there are those moments… The moments when I am reminded of dad… And how much I just… Well how much I simple miss him…

And over the past few days I’ve kind of made a promise to myself to once again work on an area of my life that needs some type of adjustment… I’d like to call it the complaining zone…

I complain so much some times…

And when I think about complaining… Well it reminds me of all the times my dad would tell me to cut the whining and complaining out… Because it’s unattractive…

He would say, “Amanda, no one wants to listen to you whine and complain”… And I don’t know if my complaining is really all that bad… But it got under his skin… And now it is getting under mine…

So… I guess in the midst of being reminded of dad… And missing him some… Well I am grateful that he always pointed this out in me… Because… Right now… Well I am finally ready to move forward… And just stop… Stop allowing something that can be so soul sucking to remain a part of my lifestyle…

So.. I guess I’m breaking up with complaining…

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