This Season…

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What happens when you reach a point in life… A place that is signaling transition… But you can’t exactly put your finger on that transition… And you don’t know where to go…

That’s where I find myself… In the midst of knowing deep within myself that transition is entering in my life… But I don’t know how or on what way…

It’s kind of like the feeling we get as winter ends and spring begins… Some days are filled with cold, dry air… But then there are those signs of budding flowers all around… And with that, well we know nothing can stay dead too much longer… Because with spring there will be new life… New life and new perspective…

And that’s how I feel… I feel as though so many areas of my life have been in the season of “winter”… And I thought, because I couldn’t see life, that those areas were dead…

After all… I left them there to die… I walked away from them all two years ago… I deleted and burned and told so many parts of the life that I was living “bye”…

But now… Now it seems as though they were only sleeping… That they never left me… That they were there all along.. That they can’t leave me because they are the life I love to live… The lifestyle I’ve cultivated…

And so… I guess as I enter this new season… A season that seems as though it’s coming back to life… I’ll enter this season with the ideas of transition… But the hope of so much…

And I believe that’s the best way I can just live right now…

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