Ambassador…

In so many ways I’d like to say… I’d like to think… I’d like to allow myself to believe that I am a good ambassador of those around me…

That I represent my family, friends and work environment properly…

But then I’m human… So a lot of the time I don’t do what I’d actually like to do… I’m not the best…

But lately… Lately… With my mind changing… With it being sculpted towards the Kingdom of God… Towards actually being the daughter of God I was created to be… Well I find myself also wanting to represent God and his entire unseen Kingdom in a real, but different way…

And it can be compared to my work environment… Where I find myself as an extension of my boss… In public, my responsibility is to represent her the best way possible… In speech and in actions… No one should question what her character is like… Because I should set the best example of her…

And sometimes I do that poorly…

And a lot of the time I do that poorly for God… I represent him in a vulnerable way… Rather than just sharing what he wants… Which is the Kingdom… A way of living that is unquie, but so very true to him and his nature in Heaven…

And that’s where I find myself today… In this desire to want to simply represent myself properly… As an ambassador of God…

And I don’t completely have this new mindset… But I’m believing that it will continue to grow on me… As I continue to pursue it fully…

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