No Need to Seek…

Changing my mentality… Swapping it up… Coming to a place where God is my Father rather than my master… It hasn’t been hard…

It’s honestly been the simplest thing to accept…

Maybe it’s because I had an example in my own father to follow…

Maybe this truth was made simple enough for all to grasp…

Whatever the answer… It really doesn’t matter…

Because what does matter is the fact that my Father in Heaven doesn’t need to be sought after…

I’ve been taught my entire life to “seek” Him… But honestly, why seek when I am always confident in his presence and where abouts…

That would be like telling me to go look for my dad (when he was alive)… I always knew where to find him… Even if I had to pick up the phone and call him… I always had great security in the fact that he would answer…

And I always had great security in the fact that he would be home at the end of the day…

I never questioned that…

So why is it that I find pieces of this religious mindset telling me to “seek God?”…

It doesn’t make sense…

Now if we don’t believe we’re sons and daughters of God, then I get it… We more so believe we’re slaves… That we have to work for Him… That we have to gain His attention…

Our security in His character isn’t solid…

It’s like the sub contractors that worked for my dad… They called to find him… They literally would seek out his attention and time… Scheduling it into their days…

But as his daughter I never had to do that…

So, I guess I’m saying all of this because the Holy Spirit is revealing yet another part in my mind… A part that is skewed some… A part that believes I need to find my Heavenly Father…

And I might not act that way when I need Him… But I do know that I speak that way in conversation…

So now I feel as though I have a greater truth on the reality of who I am… A greater way to speak… A greater perspective of the life I am choosing to just live…

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