Orchestration of the Unknown… 

Why does it so often seem like “living”… Living a full life of cohesiveness and togetherness means that we can’t worry… We can’t think… We can’t truly plan for tomorrow?..

Because doing so causes friction… Static in a world we can’t see… In a world where God is orchestrating the unknown…

And to me… Well to me, I usually choose planning… I choose order… I choose a sense of togetherness I can see before its come together… Something that doesn’t surprise me… Because, well I don’t like to always be surprised…

However, life… Life has continued to surprise me… It’s continued to show me that planning for the next turn is quite impossible… And even when I think I know…. Well I don’t…

And somewhere inside of me… Well I’m quickly learning to live with the fact that I don’t have a schedule to follow… That I have to keep believing in what’s ahead…

Even though what’s ahead is completely unknown, and probably something that causes me to feel all together uncomfortable…

But if I don’t keep living life like this… Well then life will remain the same… And the thrill of what’s coming could fade away…

And so… I guess… More than anything… I want to keep living a life of unknowness… Because it means that I’ll continue to discover who I truly am… How far I can truly go… And the life I can truly cultivate in fullness when I just live…

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