Foggy Mountain…

For the most part… It’s sunny in LA all the time… Not really a cloud in the sky, or a drop of rain on the ground…

Today, however, there’s so much fog… So much fog that when I look out the window, I can’t see the mountains at all…

Of course I’m confident they’re there… I’ve seen them so many times… And climbed up to the top of a few…

So to doubt their presence, I just don’t…

Ironically, that’s how I feel in life right now…

California offered me an opportunity to discover myself… To figure out who I am, what I’m passionate about and what I truly want to pursue with my entire heart…

And so, after 2 1/2 years of living here… I’ve found myself at a place where I can confidently answer all of those questions… And I’m so ready to move forward with it all…

And God has revealed so many things to me about how to go about what comes next…

Only thing, in this moment, nothing’s moving… I feel like my current view of life reflects the mountains I see… It’s almost like I know there is a giant mountain in front of me, waiting to be climbed… But I can’t seem to see it…

It seems to be hidden behind an almost fog-like vapor… One that causes me to kind of question, “Is what I’ve learned about myself even true? Are the things I’ve chosen to pursue real? Am I actually going to be able to climb that mountain of life, or did I make up its reality?”…

But in the midst of questioning, well I’m truly confident that it’s all there… All that I am, all that I’m passionate about and all that my heart is ready for…

So, I guess I’ll use the fog, the mountains,  and their “seeming to be absent” as a significant sign that my life is firm and solid… Behind a vapor… And now I just have to wait for it to clear… So that I can go up…

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