When Do I Get My Mom Back?…

Can I ask a really real question for a moment?…

Life… Can you pause yourself for a moment and answer a question for me?…

When does my dads death stop killing my moms joy, happiness and life?…

When does she start living again?… When will she figure out what’s next and how to move forward?…

Because, I’m gonna be real honest, I miss my mom… Sometimes I miss her more than I miss my dad… And I talk to her a lot… But she’s so different… She’s so sad…

The death of my father and my aunt have kind of placed her in a sad place in life… And I just want to know, when will she be happy again?… When will life be a place of joy and excitement for her?…

Because this has gone on long enough…

And I get it, grief is different for everyone… Everyone heals at a different rate… But I just miss my mom… I miss her excitement for life… I miss her discernment over life… I miss her joy for simple things like plants… 

So I just need to know… When do I get my mom back?… 

One thought on “When Do I Get My Mom Back?…

  1. Praying for you and your mom and your entire family! Just know that you are all loved. Grief has several stages and sometimes we get stuck in one. Your mom and your grandmother were deeply affected by your dad’s death. I pray that your mom can overcome and move forward to live again. She is an awesome woman and is truly blessed to have two awesome daughters who love her so much and want her to move on. Now we both know that God is in the healing business so I will join you in prayer for your mom.

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