I Don’t Know…

I don’t know… I don’t know where life is taking me…

And, in my opinion, none of us truly do…

But, aside from not knowing where life is taking all of us… Is the fact that following the Holy Spirit has been the best option I’ve chosen in life…

And, I’m going to be very honest… Following Him, His plan and His purpose can be exhausting for my soul…

I believe the soul to be our mind,will and emotions… The middle ground between our spirit and body that can sometimes become confused and a little overwhelmed… Especially when choosing to follow God’s lead…

Also, I like to know what’s next… Not so much because I’m terrified of the unknown, but more so because I just seek the ability to be in the loop… And, I more so fear missing out…

I fear missing out because I’ve always felt a little behind… A little on the outside compared to most people my age… Always arriving late…

And, sure, maybe it’s not really “late”… Maybe, in God’s eyes, I’m right on time…

Regardless, the truth I feel in this moment is not knowing… But, then choosing to be confident in not knowing… Releasing complete and total control to God… Because, at the end of the day, I firmly believe my life, my story, my time belongs to Him…

And maybe, just maybe as I continue to follow Him, not knowing will become a more comfortable place to be… An accepted place in my mind that says, “I don’t know and that’s ok because I will run into the next piece of this puzzle called life soon… And when I do, it will be good enough to move where ever God leads next”…

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