Outrun by Fear?…

Why do we fear?… Why do we so casually choose to cultivate a heart of fear, rather than choose to cultivate a heart of love?…

I do this often… I fear things…

Sometimes fear leads me to fear money or the lack of money… Other times fear leads me to fear the future… And, on occasion, fear leads me to fear what others might think or not think of me…

Honestly, fear is something I deal with on a moment by moment basis…

And as much as I’d like to say I’ve overcome fear… Well I haven’t… Because it’s still a part of my lifestyle…

But….. My relationship with it has gotten much better…

Because I’ve begun to realize I fear because my security isn’t completely in an intangible, loving source… God…

Yes, in several areas I do choose to place my security in Him… I do trust and have complete confidence in the work he’s doing inside of my friends and family and even the world… But then, when it comes to my own heart… Well I let fear outrun and overpower me a lot…

I so often forget that I believe in and trust a God who is a reflection of love… And because he is that reflection of love, placing my security in him means I should be cultivating a heart of love…

So then, how do I remind myself of this intangible God and his love when I feel fear?…

Well, I have to remind myself that this loving, intangible God I believe in looks at my heart… I believe when He sees my heart, he sees only the good… That he believes in me, cheers for me and hopes the best for my life…

Because, to me, this intangible God is like the greatest father of all time… Always aiming to bring me high when I might feel low… Encouraging me through others… And providing me with my intangible needs every step of my day…

And I know that might seem a little far fetched to some… And, honestly… Well it used to seem far fetched to me… But then I started to just accept that something greater then mankind loves me, adores me and will take care of my every need… And in that acceptance, I found this powerful love that does outrun and overpower every ounce of fear we all might have…

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