Do you ever have those moments when you just want to shake life? Like literally pick it up shake it around and question why it’s acting up?…
Thats how I feel right now…
Like I need to interigate life for it’s actions… For the pain and injustice I feel… For the confusion and misunderstanding in my soul…
And I believe, deep within, that it will get better… It always does… But in this moment, well life seems so off-balance to me… So misleading… Or maybe not leading to anywhere at all…
I think what I’m trying to say here is that I don’t understand why God places us in the situations He places us in when He does… And in the moments where I think I have it figured out, well I quickly realize that I don’t… That I broke the situation down too far, and now I’m left confused and misled…
And then I don’t know what to do with the confusion I feel because it’s so much sometimes…
But then I’m reminded by Him that I’m right where He needs me to be… Even though this place of being isn’t where I want to be because it’s outside of my comfort zone… It is the best place for me…
Because being outside of a comfort zone of once known security and protection has always been good and life giving for my spirit and soul…
Because… It lets me know that I am growing… The growth is just painful at times…
