Have you ever faced off with bitterness before?
If so, then you’ll understand the constant, alienating feeling of being “wronged.”
But, what happens when the bitterness you’re experiencing is aimed at God?
You see… I’ve been asking myself this question for two weeks now because He’s called me to a higher level of obedience and trust in Him.
However, my selfish ways want things that oppose His ways. The selfish pieces of my heart keep reminding me of how unjust and unfair I believe He’s being towards me.
And… In all honesty, I’m blinded. Blinded by my self. Blinded by my will. Blinded by my desires and ways.
But… I’m also tired. I’m tired of being hostile with my best friend. I don’t like feeling like He’s wronged me when, deep down, my heart knows He’s truly good.
Actually… His goodness is the very reason I keep giving Him my will and selfish ways and desires. His goodness is what keeps leading pieces of my selfish heart to a place of repentance and peace.
And so… Well that’s why I am sharing this. To remind you, wherever you are, to stay focused on Him at all times. And to choose His will over every other thing that’s presented before you. Because He… He is ALWAYS good! 🌱 #cultivatelife