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Keep Contending
We weren’t created for consumption though. We are light bearers. We are the ones that are to do the consuming. We are the ones that are crea
Amanda Winder
Nov 1, 20243 min read
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The Dark Crevices of My Heart
I asked Holy Spirit to comb through the dark crevices of my heart. I asked Him to search my heart out and find the places where mindsets,...
Amanda Winder
Feb 5, 20233 min read
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Stolen Seeds of Hope
My father died in a rather dramatic form with my mother, sister and grandparents standing in the room. Before he passed, my grandfather...
Amanda Winder
Nov 10, 20224 min read
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The Resistance & Hope
When I was 19-years-old, Holy Spirit taught me the importance of asking a question. He would say, “Toss your question out into the...
Amanda Winder
Nov 3, 20223 min read
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Division
About a month ago, I was speaking with one of my angels. I saw him walking in the distance from a field. He came closer with a scroll. He...
Amanda Winder
Dec 14, 20213 min read
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Locked Out!
Remember the violent spiritual behavior I shared with you last week? Remember how I said Holy Spirit said, “Do not buy what he is selling...
Amanda Winder
Sep 29, 20213 min read
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Violence
The past three days or so I've felt a growing sense of violence surrounding me. Like I can’t breathe because I feel an extreme measure of...
Amanda Winder
Sep 21, 20213 min read
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Get Up!
Saturday, I flew home to NYC as the first outer bands of Hurricane Henri made landfall. About 15 minutes before we landed, my sister...
Amanda Winder
Aug 26, 20214 min read
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The Languishing Leviathan
It’s been a full decade since I was awakened to real, true evil and darkness… As I leaned over the hospital bed to pray for my frail...
Amanda Winder
Mar 15, 20213 min read
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The Thrill of Peace
You might oppose me when saying this… But there’s something so thrilling about darkness. Yes, it’s uncomfortable and intolerable. Of...
Amanda Winder
Sep 15, 20202 min read
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Two Trees
I left social media. I didn’t deactivate my accounts, but I left… Promising myself I would return when I felt I could consume without...
Amanda Winder
Sep 1, 20202 min read
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Demonic Occupancy
Remember the anger and disappointment I told you about in my last writing? Oh you know… The anger and disappointment that were consuming...
Amanda Winder
Aug 25, 20202 min read
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Breathless?
Are you breathing? I know… It sounds like a silly thing to ask. Because if you’re reading this right now, you are obviously alive and...
Amanda Winder
Mar 25, 20201 min read
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Disrespected and Devalued
“I guess… I felt, well I felt deeply disrespected and devalued.” That’s what I told Holy Spirit this morning as He attempted to peel away...
Amanda Winder
Mar 4, 20201 min read
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Sharp Objects
I had a dream about a month ago… I was standing in my living room and from the kitchen a dark figure was standing at my counter throwing...
Amanda Winder
Jan 23, 20202 min read
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Year Five
Five years ago today I watched my dad take his last breath. All in one moment the reality of death made his appearance in my life. You...
Amanda Winder
Jun 2, 20192 min read
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Do You Feel It?
It’s getting really rough out there… Do you feel it? Can you sense it? Is your mind and spirit comprehending what’s happening, or are you...
Amanda Winder
Jan 22, 20191 min read
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Thanks Death
I’m not one to wallow and get down about life and what I’ve lost, but lately I’ve found myself missing my dad more than I can explain....
Amanda Winder
Nov 16, 20182 min read
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When the War Wages
Do you ever feel like your mind… that your soul is being completely assaulted? Yeah… That’s where I’ve been for at least three weeks now....
Amanda Winder
Nov 5, 20182 min read
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Spiritual Warfare
When I was a kid I always thought spiritual warfare was this thing that was over when the war was won. And while that’s true, I never...
Amanda Winder
Oct 27, 20181 min read
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