If you were to ask me what I battle with the most today... I wouldn’t say a sugar addiction, body insecurities, the fear of being alone, pride, jealousy and envy or even a broken heart. Instead I would say, “The will... The will of God.” You know I believe His will is the most complex… Continue reading Every Single Time
Category: addiction
Angry with God?..
Anger... How do I trudge through it with peace in my heart?! I really don't know.. I definitely feel like I've been robbed of so much and that angers me... But more than anything anger is causing me to want to punch God in the face... And it's kind of funny... Because, in the past… Continue reading Angry with God?..
Unwanted Soul…
There's something incrediblely fascinating to me about feeling alone... I think it's the reality that sometimes our experiences cause us to feel separated from others... Like we don't belong because life happened and now we feel less than unwanted and undesirable... Like we have to put up a shield of protection every time we enter… Continue reading Unwanted Soul…
Alone and Lied To…
Since the age of 6, I've struggled with one core thing... The fear of being alone... Deep within the core of me, I began to believe a lie... And that lie told me, "Because of the weight I continued to gain, I would never be enough... I would never be pretty enough... I would never… Continue reading Alone and Lied To…
Food for Thought
I think it’s time to talk about some of the things I feel ashamed for… The things that make me human… The things that I believe in my mind will disappear one day but never seem too… The fact that I’ve allowed food to be an enemy and a friend… The fact that it never should’ve been… Continue reading Food for Thought