"Run Hard. Persevere. Keep Moving Forward." I tell myself these things every single day. They are the inner motivation I need to remain constant and consistent to the path I’m walking down with Holy Spirit. And the motivation is good. It does help me press forward in moments where I could become complacent; however, I… Continue reading Run Hard
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Faith Currency
My expanded spirit stepped into a higher frequency of freedom. It stretched out into the newness of its capacity to prepare for all that Heaven was ready to deposit. The violent nature of darkness subsided, and I boldly reminded evil that it’s been locked out of my life. The evil timeline I’d been caught in… Continue reading Faith Currency
New Assignment
For about a year now it seems as though God’s been emptying me of more... More fear. More idolatry. More selfishness. More hurt and pain. More of me. And to be completely honest with you, it’s been a challenge for me to let go of more without an understanding of “why?” I just keep questioning… Continue reading New Assignment
Selfless Madness
I'm convinced the most challenging part of being selfless is the reality that you gain virtually nothing from it. Sure there's some type of intangible lesson learned... But as far as tangible gain, it's not there. And that's where I am right now... Wrestling with God over this idea... Over this lifestyle of being selfless.… Continue reading Selfless Madness
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Living in NY and working for your sister has its benefits... Like sitting on a trash bag in the rain at 6am while your sister sits across the street from you doing the same. Why were we sitting on trash bags in the rain at 6am?! Because two auditions were being held that day, and… Continue reading Place Holder
Prep Mode
What happens when stepping out with God doesn’t feel like it’s enough? How do you manage the reality of, “Well I’m doing everything He said to do. What else is there? Shouldn’t I feel whole and complete and ready?!?!” Because I feel like I’m always in prep mode. Like I’m always aiming to prepare for… Continue reading Prep Mode
The Crown
Last night I found myself in the midst of deep internal conflict. Why? Well, I was wrestling with God's will verses my will... this happens frequently. Well, in the middle of expressing my internal struggle my sister just happened to be watching "The Crown" on Netflix. All of a sudden she said, "Shhhh! Listen to… Continue reading The Crown
Sky’s the Limit… Right?
Over the past week or so something has been troubling my heart. Nothing bad has happened, but all of a sudden I feel very distant from God... You see for almost a decade I feel as though I've been climbing this very, very tall, but bumpy mountain range. Now when I began my journey I… Continue reading Sky’s the Limit… Right?
Immovable Mountain?
What happens when the situation... When the problem... When the mountain wouldn't seem to move? How do we react when we know God is working, but we can't seem to understand why He can't show off and make the big problem instantly disappear? All these years of following and He still continues to be the… Continue reading Immovable Mountain?