It's been a full decade since I was awakened to real, true evil and darkness... As I leaned over the hospital bed to pray for my frail grandmother a thick, firm voice snapped back at me, “I raised you!” All in one moment it hit me, the voice coming from the bed wasn’t my grandmother’s.… Continue reading The Languishing Leviathan
Category: demonic
Demonic Occupancy
Remember the anger and disappointment I told you about in my last writing? Oh you know... The anger and disappointment that were consuming 10% of my heart? Well... Once I fully acknowledged them and began to pursue more of God's love, my heart began to hurt.... Like PHYSICALLY hurt. Now, obviously when pain strikes my… Continue reading Demonic Occupancy
Sharp Objects
I had a dream about a month ago... I was standing in my living room and from the kitchen a dark figure was standing at my counter throwing knives, swords and other sharp objects at me. In the moment I didn’t know what to do.... So I reached my hand out and surprising caught each… Continue reading Sharp Objects
Dethronement
I see a throne... It’s high and mighty... But I’m struggling with it’s dethronement. Why? Well because I like the kingdom of lies my imagination has cultivated inside of my head. Actually, I’ve become so good at creating and buying false images that I sometimes get confused over what’s real and what’s false. You see… Continue reading Dethronement
When the War Wages
Do you ever feel like your mind... that your soul is being completely assaulted? Yeah... That's where I've been for at least three weeks now. In this on and off war, and what (at times) feels like a complete assassination of my being. It's not fun. It's ugly. It's torturous at times. But mostly, it's… Continue reading When the War Wages