I had a vision yesterday morning. I was in a dark, spacious cave, and I saw a waterfall flowing from a tall mountain-top of black rock. The mouth of the waterfall was wide. As the water fell, it plunged into a pool at the bottom, and then began to rapidly flow into a ravine. The… Continue reading Questioning It All
Over the past week or so my soul has been pushing me to cave and capitulate. I hear my thoughts. I feel my emotions. And they… They have decided that this jagged, uncomfortable path of stillness leading to God’s glory is just too much for them. Now, I truly do not want to get off… Continue reading Right Where I’m Supposed to Be
“Stop what you’re doing!”... That’s what doubt and disbelief scream at me. “Stop what you’re doing and don’t move forward because you’re a fool and this is ridiculous." And it’s like that every time I step out in faith... I feel great at first. I feel like, I can “take on the world.” I feel… Continue reading Doubtful Disbelief
Over the past few days I've been back and forth about whether I should keep sharing what God's giving me to write... You see I feel like there aren't too many people who care about Him and His design for life. I believe people aren’t truly trying to cultivate a relationship with Him... But are… Continue reading Should I Stop?
It's funny.. The Lord has never failed me in what He's spoken to my heart, yet I still doubt what He says is to come. You see He has a pretty good track record of being right. Actually He's never wrong. He's always 100% correct when telling me what's to come. So why do I… Continue reading Doubtful Focus
As God has continued to truly leave me somewhat stumped on where He's leading me, I've had to make a conscious effort to remain confident... Constantly feeling fear and insecurity about where He's led me, but then hearing His voice firmly and repeatedly say, "Be confident in ALL of my ways Amanda. ALL of them."… Continue reading Imaginary Life…