I was in the spirit yesterday morning, praying and talking to God like normal… All of a sudden I saw a large brownish/maroonish/whiteish marbled wall that spanned down a hallway. I didn’t know where I was, so I asked Holy Spirit. He said, “You’re in your Heavenly mansion, and I want to show you something… Continue reading The Vault
Category: healing
A Promise is A Promise
Six-and-a-half years ago my dad unexpectedly died. A month before he passed my parents had just celebrated their milestone 30th wedding anniversary. To celebrate, they planned to take a trip to Hawaii, but… Well obviously, that didn’t happen. Last week my mom turned 60-years-old. So, in true Winder Sister form and fashion, Bridget and I decided… Continue reading A Promise is A Promise
Satisfied?
Last week I shared how vital it's been for me to "capacitate" in life. But... You know... I was kind of vague when speaking about capacity because I didn't really delve into the areas inside of me that are being pressed to the limit. So here we go... Being specific about where I'm growing with… Continue reading Satisfied?
Capacitate
Yesterday, I caught myself looking very intently at old photos.... And they gripped me in such a way that I thought, "I don't even see myself in these photos anymore. The person I see in these photos is just an image... A mirage... A shell of me in a once lived life. A girl who was… Continue reading Capacitate
Reliability
After I lost my dad, one of my biggest challenges was the reality that I felt like there wasn't anyone there to take care of "me" anymore. For 25 years he was ALWAYS there... In my corner... Watching out for me... Protecting me from potential harm. So it was challenging to say the least to… Continue reading Reliability
The Steal Can’t Be Real If You Check the Roots
I had a dream Friday night. I saw the enemy of my spirit, heart and soul stealing an inheritance that didn't belong to him. My human spirit even spoke to me in the dream and said, "This isn't holy, divine or pure." When I woke up from the dream I thought about it and prayed… Continue reading The Steal Can’t Be Real If You Check the Roots
Demonic Occupancy
Remember the anger and disappointment I told you about in my last writing? Oh you know... The anger and disappointment that were consuming 10% of my heart? Well... Once I fully acknowledged them and began to pursue more of God's love, my heart began to hurt.... Like PHYSICALLY hurt. Now, obviously when pain strikes my… Continue reading Demonic Occupancy
For the Love of God
"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God
Disrespected and Devalued
“I guess… I felt, well I felt deeply disrespected and devalued.” That’s what I told Holy Spirit this morning as He attempted to peel away another layer of my soul that’s sick and dying.You see I had a dream last night, and the dream reminded me of my past… My past where a significant amount… Continue reading Disrespected and Devalued
Dear God, Forgive Us
Dear God, How do I describe America other than saying, “She’s like a teenager... Young... Wildly curious... Created with a divine purpose by You and You alone... But so desensitized, distracted, drugged up and desperate for real, true belonging, love and attention.” She’s been mishandled by people seeking their own selfish, satanic agendas. People who… Continue reading Dear God, Forgive Us