Continuing my recent lessons with Wisdom and Prudence, I asked, “Wisdom and Prudence, do you have anything to share with me today? They said, "Yes! Let's go." Then I saw myself standing outside of their library. They each grabbed me by a hand and we went inside. I see all kinds of things. Almost like… Continue reading Lessons from the Pink Book
Category: love of god
Containment
I’ve tried to write what’s on my heart so many times. I’ve deleted what I’ve said because of the fear of sounding “harsh.” But… You know what? I have to say what’s jumbling around inside. Do you ever stop and think, “What’s in God’s heart? How does He see our world? What are His solutions?… Continue reading Containment
Receiver
I walked 16.8 miles last Wednesday, June 2. At the top of my walk, I stumbled on a bed of pink peonies and my heart was immediately elated. I squealed with excitement and joy when I saw them because they are my favorite flower. Everything about them is absolutely lovely. And so, I decided to… Continue reading Receiver
A Promise is A Promise
Six-and-a-half years ago my dad unexpectedly died. A month before he passed my parents had just celebrated their milestone 30th wedding anniversary. To celebrate, they planned to take a trip to Hawaii, but… Well obviously, that didn’t happen. Last week my mom turned 60-years-old. So, in true Winder Sister form and fashion, Bridget and I decided… Continue reading A Promise is A Promise
Reliability
After I lost my dad, one of my biggest challenges was the reality that I felt like there wasn't anyone there to take care of "me" anymore. For 25 years he was ALWAYS there... In my corner... Watching out for me... Protecting me from potential harm. So it was challenging to say the least to… Continue reading Reliability
Strength… Without Asking
I heard God so clearly a few days ago... "I am giving you a new level of strength today Amanda. You'll need it for the next season you're headed into after the new year. You will need Me in a greater way than ever before. You will need to place all of who you are...… Continue reading Strength… Without Asking
For the Love of God
"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God
What’s In Your Heart?
"What's in the depth of your heart Amanda?" That's what Father God seems to be searching for right now. Since November started, I have had pivotal moments where I can sense Father God weighing my heart. It all started with Him checking for idol worship. He gave me a task to do and I waited… Continue reading What’s In Your Heart?
Stopped… In the Name of Love
I’ve had this awkward sensation in my left side for about 4 months now. At first it concerned me because it was so strange, but then I heard Holy Spirit say, “It’s supernatural.” So, I’ve gone on with life... Knowing that He’ll make sense of it all in His timing. Well a few nights ago… Continue reading Stopped… In the Name of Love
Ever-Growing
What’s real? What’s true? What’s eternally lovely and ever-growing? That... That is love. However... It’s not human love. For human love is too faulty. Too futile. It’s too fatal. You see this love, this love is pure. This love is whole and complete because it’s structured for one place and one place only. What’s that… Continue reading Ever-Growing