Six-and-a-half years ago my dad unexpectedly died. A month before he passed my parents had just celebrated their milestone 30th wedding anniversary. To celebrate, they planned to take a trip to Hawaii, but… Well obviously, that didn’t happen. Last week my mom turned 60-years-old. So, in true Winder Sister form and fashion, Bridget and I decided… Continue reading A Promise is A Promise
"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God
“I guess… I felt, well I felt deeply disrespected and devalued.” That’s what I told Holy Spirit this morning as He attempted to peel away another layer of my soul that’s sick and dying.You see I had a dream last night, and the dream reminded me of my past… My past where a significant amount… Continue reading Disrespected and Devalued
Dear God, How do I describe America other than saying, “She’s like a teenager... Young... Wildly curious... Created with a divine purpose by You and You alone... But so desensitized, distracted, drugged up and desperate for real, true belonging, love and attention.” She’s been mishandled by people seeking their own selfish, satanic agendas. People who… Continue reading Dear God, Forgive Us
Dear America, Land of the spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically enslaved, insecure and weak... I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we’ve become such a broken, run-down society... One that is so prone to every sickness and disease “they” feed us. I’m sorry our minds are so controlled and that we’ve lost touch with reality... That we’ve… Continue reading Dear America, I’m Sorry
This is my grandmother. You know she was healed in 1975 of a rare bone condition. Yep... On her death bed, in a neck brace and body cast for 19 1/2 years, didn’t have feeling in more than half of her body BUT the power of God’s Holy Spirit transformed her in a single moment.… Continue reading What A Wonderful Life
I've heard it said at least a thousand times now, "Time... Time will help you heal from the death and great absence of your father.. Time will make it easier to live without him"... And I hate to be the barer of bad news... But... Time, I'm sorry... You haven't been my source of healing...… Continue reading Time… A Healer?
Why is it so hard to walk away from something we love so much?.. Why did God place a heart inside of us that can so easily find the good in a person, love that person and then ask us to walk away from that goodness?... From relationships that were cultivated so well and meant… Continue reading Closure…