angels · cultivation · expansion · heart · heart of god · intent · multiplication · restore

Second-Heaven Seeds

Last Monday Holy Spirit said, “Go to the Help Desk and look for Allison.” (Allison is within my cloud of witnesses in Heaven. She helps Cultivate Life operate smoothly, and often provides me with revelation. The Help Desk is a place in Heaven we can go when we have a question but don’t have direction.) So,… Continue reading Second-Heaven Seeds

brokenness · death · family · healing · love of god · redeem · restore

A Promise is A Promise

Six-and-a-half years ago my dad unexpectedly died. A month before he passed my parents had just celebrated their milestone 30th wedding anniversary. To celebrate, they planned to take a trip to Hawaii, but… Well obviously, that didn’t happen. Last week my mom turned 60-years-old. So, in true Winder Sister form and fashion, Bridget and I decided… Continue reading A Promise is A Promise

faith · healing · languishing · restore

The Steal Can’t Be Real If You Check the Roots

I had a dream Friday night. I saw the enemy of my spirit, heart and soul stealing an inheritance that didn't belong to him. My human spirit even spoke to me in the dream and said, "This isn't holy, divine or pure." When I woke up from the dream I thought about it and prayed… Continue reading The Steal Can’t Be Real If You Check the Roots

disappointment · healing · lies, deception & manipulation · love of god · redeem · refine · restore

For the Love of God

"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God

disappointment · faith · healing · pain · redeem · refine · restore

Disrespected and Devalued

“I guess… I felt, well I felt deeply disrespected and devalued.” That’s what I told Holy Spirit this morning as He attempted to peel away another layer of my soul that’s sick and dying.You see I had a dream last night, and the dream reminded me of my past… My past where a significant amount… Continue reading Disrespected and Devalued

forgiveness · freedom · healing · holiness · redeem · restore · surrender

Dear God, Forgive Us

Dear God, How do I describe America other than saying, “She’s like a teenager... Young... Wildly curious... Created with a divine purpose by You and You alone... But so desensitized, distracted, drugged up and desperate for real, true belonging, love and attention.” She’s been mishandled by people seeking their own selfish, satanic agendas. People who… Continue reading Dear God, Forgive Us

forgiveness · healing · higher way · redeem · refine · restore

Dear America, I’m Sorry

Dear America, Land of the spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically enslaved, insecure and weak... I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we’ve become such a broken, run-down society... One that is so prone to every sickness and disease “they” feed us. I’m sorry our minds are so controlled and that we’ve lost touch with reality... That we’ve… Continue reading Dear America, I’m Sorry

Fullness of Jesus · glory · goodness of god · healing · redeem · refine · restore

What A Wonderful Life

This is my grandmother. You know she was healed in 1975 of a rare bone condition. Yep... On her death bed, in a neck brace and body cast for 19 1/2 years, didn’t have feeling in more than half of her body BUT the power of God’s Holy Spirit transformed her in a single moment.… Continue reading What A Wonderful Life

Body · cultivation · freedom · healing · just live · love of god · restore · soul · Spirit

A Decade in the Making

Okay... Today, I hit the decade mark of losing 100 lbs! So... What does it mean to me to look at the girl on the left, the young woman on the right and the woman in the middle? Well... To me the three make up a cultivated lifestyle of restoration and freedom. When I finished… Continue reading A Decade in the Making