The winds of change over the past two months have shaken me up. I have been through seasons of great shaking, but this… This season has been very unique in the sense that it’s shaken and then taken things from me that I didn’t even know existed within the realms of my spirit, soul, heart… Continue reading Here… Not There
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Authentic Identity…
Identity... It's been like a foreign language to me... I was basically getting by in life because I trusted that those around me would translate what I heard but didn't understand... Because, with their translations, then I'd feel stable and safe... And who actually cares if what they told me was true?... I mean, I trust those people, places and… Continue reading Authentic Identity…
Unshaken Identity…
Identity... It seems to be a reoccurring theme in my life lately... Who am I?... Where is my foundation rooted?... Why is it rooted there?... Are the things which it's rooted in eternally stable and firm? I feel as though this entire year should be themed "shaken"... Because I feel like God keeps allowing my… Continue reading Unshaken Identity…
Life of Wants…
I want... I want... I want... I live my life by a system of wants... They surround me each and every day... They fill my conscious and subconscious mind constantly... I've never had a birthday or Christmas where I didn't receive something that I wanted... You could easily say my culture has breeded a "need"… Continue reading Life of Wants…
Lead… From Within…
The soul... Our minds... Our emotions... Our will... It's a sticky, tricky place to be... Truly... Because I believe... When we have a heart change... A true change within our spirit, well then there's this thing called our soul... And it almost jumps in the way to protect itself from the unknown... Saying, "Umm, no!… Continue reading Lead… From Within…
Like the Ocean’s Tide…
So it's been a full week of what I consider serious revelation... Of what feels to be an almost purging of my soul... And then I had a dream last night... In the dream, at certain periods of the night, water would flood in through cracks in my walls... The water height in the room… Continue reading Like the Ocean’s Tide…
It’s Not Concrete Anymore
Can I do this day without as much drama as I did yesterday? Can I take the stress I felt from yesterday and decrease it? God how can I truly move onto the next phase of my life if I’m staying so low? That’s what I’m doing right now…. I am staying low because I… Continue reading It’s Not Concrete Anymore