Last night, as I was getting out of the shower, I heard “War will be waged tomorrow. Prepare for war.” So, I stopped all other thoughts in my mind and asked Holy Spirit, “What do I do?” He said, “Tell your sister. Consult your angels. Ready them for battle.” So, before I went to sleep,… Continue reading Designed to Submit
My goal as a writer for the past 8-10 years has always been centered around having the vulnerability to share the inner workings of myself and my relationship with God. To give a first-hand, in the moment account of a cultivated life. My heart is always aiming to demonstrate how Holy Spirit is working to… Continue reading The Responsibility
The past three days or so I've felt a growing sense of violence surrounding me. Like I can’t breathe because I feel an extreme measure of torment pursuing my heart and soul. And I’ve never been a depressed type, but I do feel a very sudden and extreme sense of hopelessness weighing me down. Of… Continue reading Violence
I thought about quitting today. I told God, “I can’t do this anymore.” Actually... I’ve been telling Him that for a few weeks now. “I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want your stupid promises! It’s cost so much to get to this place! I don’t care about your will!” You see my… Continue reading Quit… Today?
I’ve had this awkward sensation in my left side for about 4 months now. At first it concerned me because it was so strange, but then I heard Holy Spirit say, “It’s supernatural.” So, I’ve gone on with life... Knowing that He’ll make sense of it all in His timing. Well a few nights ago… Continue reading Stopped… In the Name of Love
I see a throne... It’s high and mighty... But I’m struggling with it’s dethronement. Why? Well because I like the kingdom of lies my imagination has cultivated inside of my head. Actually, I’ve become so good at creating and buying false images that I sometimes get confused over what’s real and what’s false. You see… Continue reading Dethronement
I keep hearing God say, “Stand still. Stand firm. Stand secure in Me. We’ve come so far. Don’t waiver to the left or to the right. Don’t get forced forward into the hustle of life. Don’t let the past pull you backwards to its prison. Just stay firm in Me. I am your bedrock.” But...… Continue reading Stand Still Amanda
It's getting really rough out there... Do you feel it? Can you sense it? Is your mind and spirit comprehending what's happening, or are you still asleep, numb and dumbed down to it all? I don't know how any of us plan to move forward in life at this day and age if we don't… Continue reading Do You Feel It?
"Amanda, we slayed that giant in your life. Don't you remember? Why are you stepping back into the fight with it again? Leave it alone. It's dead in your life." Over the past 24 hours I've heard nothing but that type of conversation from the Holy Spirit... A constant reminder that my past was fought… Continue reading The Giant is Dead
Do you ever feel like your mind... that your soul is being completely assaulted? Yeah... That's where I've been for at least three weeks now. In this on and off war, and what (at times) feels like a complete assassination of my being. It's not fun. It's ugly. It's torturous at times. But mostly, it's… Continue reading When the War Wages