If you were to ask me what I battle with the most today... I wouldn’t say a sugar addiction, body insecurities, the fear of being alone, pride, jealousy and envy or even a broken heart. Instead I would say, “The will... The will of God.” You know I believe His will is the most complex… Continue reading Every Single Time
If I’m honest... Well then I’d have to say my focus hasn’t been 💯 lately. I feel like I’ve gone from 6-10 moderate responsibilities to 15-20 serious responsibilities. And it’s not that I don’t want to be focused. Trust me... I know God needs my focus more than ever right now. But it took me… Continue reading Focused?
For about a year now it seems as though God’s been emptying me of more... More fear. More idolatry. More selfishness. More hurt and pain. More of me. And to be completely honest with you, it’s been a challenge for me to let go of more without an understanding of “why?” I just keep questioning… Continue reading New Assignment
Living in NY and working for your sister has its benefits... Like sitting on a trash bag in the rain at 6am while your sister sits across the street from you doing the same. Why were we sitting on trash bags in the rain at 6am?! Because two auditions were being held that day, and… Continue reading Place Holder
Why do we have to have a plan? Why is that a credential to move forward in this world? Because I don’t remember God ever telling me to have a plan. In fact... Every time I create a plan (even the most masterful and brilliant), He comes in and destroys it and then replaces it… Continue reading No Plan
Living from a place where I don’t try to figure it all out... What a way of life! That’s where I feel like I need to be right now. Having the discernment to see the truth, but trusting deeply that all of the pieces of the puzzle are coming together as I watch them move.… Continue reading Figure or Follow?
From the window of mom's new house I sit in my bed and watch the river flow as the sun rises every morning. Some days it flows left. Other days it flows right. But then there are days when it's peaceful and still, reflecting the life around it. Now, I'm not sure what the river… Continue reading Year Four
Often times, for me, life doesn't make sense... Of course, when I look back, it makes sense... I can see all of the dots connected, and I think, "well I guess it was good that I followed the Holy Spirit in that moment... Even when I was unsure about life"... And that's how I feel… Continue reading Working with God…
Why do we complain so much? Why do we willingly choose to be irritated and annoyed when life doesn't go are way or when... God forbid... We're "put out." Since living in Cali I've been working on my selfishness and quite honestly it's helped me realize how entitled I actually am. My entitlement has come… Continue reading Give to Gain