About a month ago, I was speaking with one of my angels. I saw him walking in the distance from a field. He came closer with a scroll. He said, “I have the scroll, but this part needs to be unlocked.” Then, I saw another tiny scroll inside of the larger one, but it was… Continue reading Division
The past three days or so I've felt a growing sense of violence surrounding me. Like I can’t breathe because I feel an extreme measure of torment pursuing my heart and soul. And I’ve never been a depressed type, but I do feel a very sudden and extreme sense of hopelessness weighing me down. Of… Continue reading Violence
I’ve never told this story on a public platform before…. Three years ago, mom, Bridget and I were sitting in Shreveport, La waiting for our house to sell. Art… Art wasn’t selling. Our finances were nonexistent. And, we had sold everything of significant financial gain to pay bills on time. Meaning, life… Life was dark.… Continue reading The Jig is Up!
After I lost my dad, one of my biggest challenges was the reality that I felt like there wasn't anyone there to take care of "me" anymore. For 25 years he was ALWAYS there... In my corner... Watching out for me... Protecting me from potential harm. So it was challenging to say the least to… Continue reading Reliability
"You need to stay focused on Me. That is your superpower. I AM your superpower." And this superpower isn't anything I'm aiming to keep a secret... My ability to remain focused on God, His goodness and His kingdom is the most vital thing I can continue to do right now. Why? Well because the kingdom… Continue reading That is Your Superpower
When I write, I try to give the most accurate view of what's happening in my heart in that given moment. I mean... That is the goal of this blog. To stay as vulnerable as possible with the ups and downs of my life as I follow Father God, Jesus and Holy Spirit's lead. So… Continue reading Are You Ready for It?
You might oppose me when saying this... But there's something so thrilling about darkness. Yes, it's uncomfortable and intolerable. Of course it can feel like a constant circus of chaos and a cave of deep despair. However, in the midst of the darkness, I've learned that it is COMPLETELY possible to be fixated on peace… Continue reading The Thrill of Peace
I left social media. I didn’t deactivate my accounts, but I left... Promising myself I would return when I felt I could consume without being burdened by pride, hate, bitterness, anger, jealousy, grief and shame. That’s what social media does to me. I pick it up with the idea of “connecting” to “share” my world… Continue reading Two Trees
I had a dream about a month ago... I was standing in my living room and from the kitchen a dark figure was standing at my counter throwing knives, swords and other sharp objects at me. In the moment I didn’t know what to do.... So I reached my hand out and surprising caught each… Continue reading Sharp Objects
To struggle inwardly and not know or understand it’s true purpose leaves one feeling emotionally exhausted and completely overwhelmed. And I know there’s a purpose to the struggle I’ve been experiencing for the past few weeks. But... Honestly... Honestly, I can’t begin to tell you what it is. And God seems to be so mysteriously… Continue reading Holiness?