"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God
I don’t want to write. Honest to God, I don’t want to at all. It’s become somewhat of a challenge to keep moving forward in this area.But I must… I must mustard up what’s inside of me to get this done because it’s what Holy Spirit is asking. Which makes me wonder… Where is my… Continue reading What’s Going On In There?
If you know me well then you know I talk about the will of God A LOT! It’s really vital for me to continue to cultivate a space where I listen, He leads and I follow. And it’s become fairly simple to do these things; however, the one thing that CONSTANTLY gets me hung up… Continue reading Great Illusion
Deception called. The masses are answering. Manipulation stared us in the eyes. The droves are buying her “truth.” My soul feels heavy. It’s actually grieving. I feel like I’m watching my dad die all over again, but this time I’m deeply concerned about what will happen to the souls incased within each body. And I… Continue reading Deception Called
If deception called, would you pick up the phone and answer? If manipulation were to stare you in the eyes and claim to be “truth,” would you have the discernment to see THE truth? Deception and manipulation, at their highest levels, have been released. Do you see it? Can you feel it? Are you asking… Continue reading If Deception Calls, Will You Answer?
I see a throne... It’s high and mighty... But I’m struggling with it’s dethronement. Why? Well because I like the kingdom of lies my imagination has cultivated inside of my head. Actually, I’ve become so good at creating and buying false images that I sometimes get confused over what’s real and what’s false. You see… Continue reading Dethronement
Lies... Deception... Manipulation... Layers upon layers rest upon my soul. And so my soul feels confused. But then, my soul doesn’t want a fragment of falseness. My soul wants truth. My heart and spirit crave truth too. But then my mind fears the truth because the lies sound so good and feel so powerful and… Continue reading Kingdom of Lies