"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God
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Being You… Complex?
What's the biggest challenge of being you? Is it accepting yourself? Loving yourself? Or possibly just being confident in who you are? What happens when the biggest challenge within you is interchangeable with the person you are at your core? The very essence of you? For me... As Amanda Nicole.... My biggest challenge of being… Continue reading Being You… Complex?
More Love…
All throughout my life... I'd hear the comment, "your father loves you so much. He takes so much pride in you. He is so happy when he talks about you"... And then... When he died... Well it's like the comments about my father's love for me were solidified... Because again... Well I heard, "your dad… Continue reading More Love…