I sat down with Holy Spirit on Saturday. It’s always my day of rest, but my spirit was deeply inclined to really engage where He was leading. I found myself on the topic of timelines. I kind of understand timelines because of the Marvel series “Loki” I watched this summer. That night I had a… Continue reading Timeline Shift
Tag: disappointment
Right Where I’m Supposed to Be
Over the past week or so my soul has been pushing me to cave and capitulate. I hear my thoughts. I feel my emotions. And they… They have decided that this jagged, uncomfortable path of stillness leading to God’s glory is just too much for them. Now, I truly do not want to get off… Continue reading Right Where I’m Supposed to Be
For the Love of God
"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God
Imaginary Life…
As God has continued to truly leave me somewhat stumped on where He's leading me, I've had to make a conscious effort to remain confident... Constantly feeling fear and insecurity about where He's led me, but then hearing His voice firmly and repeatedly say, "Be confident in ALL of my ways Amanda. ALL of them."… Continue reading Imaginary Life…
Crossing the Speed Bump
And then the speed bump causes unnecessary chaos.... And I'm left wondering... Why do I even bother worrying?... Worrying always takes me to a bad place.... I say this because after choosing to stay positive about the speed bump ahead.... I stayed calm for a moment.... but then I allowed my worries to overwhelm my… Continue reading Crossing the Speed Bump
Another Speed Bump Ahead
Moving forward... moving forward... moving forward... Bam.... all of a sudden a moment of stress hits me... a moment where I have to choose to let it go and move forward or allow the moment to completely take my peace away... And it's my choice... it really is up to me... whether this will steal… Continue reading Another Speed Bump Ahead
Disappointment
Not gonna lie... I'm being a little selfish this morning. Sometimes being an adult sucks because you have to make decisions, decisions that don't always seem "fair..." Plus, I'm only 25. So I feel young, but I know I'm not a kid anymore. Responsibilities are a way of life now, and then there are those… Continue reading Disappointment