Over the past week or so my soul has been pushing me to cave and capitulate. I hear my thoughts. I feel my emotions. And they… They have decided that this jagged, uncomfortable path of stillness leading to God’s glory is just too much for them. Now, I truly do not want to get off… Continue reading Right Where I’m Supposed to Be
This is J Man... Most know Him as Jesus. He was created a year ago by my ever-so gifted and talented sister Bridget. (The stories on how He was created and why would blow your mind- Maybe I’ll share them one day) You know... He’s moved with us all over NYC. Yep, each borough we’ve… Continue reading J Man
“Stop what you’re doing!”... That’s what doubt and disbelief scream at me. “Stop what you’re doing and don’t move forward because you’re a fool and this is ridiculous." And it’s like that every time I step out in faith... I feel great at first. I feel like, I can “take on the world.” I feel… Continue reading Doubtful Disbelief
Why is it that as we get closer to the things of the Lord doubt beings to slip in? It’s like there are all these years of following and searching and building and hoping and praying... And then right as you can feel the pulse of things starting to come together in a real way,… Continue reading What If?
It's funny.. The Lord has never failed me in what He's spoken to my heart, yet I still doubt what He says is to come. You see He has a pretty good track record of being right. Actually He's never wrong. He's always 100% correct when telling me what's to come. So why do I… Continue reading Doubtful Focus
I opened the box more and more yesterday... I lived in the day... And as I did... Well parts of me wish I hadn't... Because beneath the beautiful wrapping... Well right now I see a heavy, heavy, heavy brown box... And this heavy brown box is too much for me to carry... Basically... I don't… Continue reading I’m Not Carrying It…