Last night, as I was getting out of the shower, I heard “War will be waged tomorrow. Prepare for war.” So, I stopped all other thoughts in my mind and asked Holy Spirit, “What do I do?” He said, “Tell your sister. Consult your angels. Ready them for battle.” So, before I went to sleep,… Continue reading Designed to Submit
Tag: fear
Right Where I’m Supposed to Be
Over the past week or so my soul has been pushing me to cave and capitulate. I hear my thoughts. I feel my emotions. And they… They have decided that this jagged, uncomfortable path of stillness leading to God’s glory is just too much for them. Now, I truly do not want to get off… Continue reading Right Where I’m Supposed to Be
Instinctively Reverent
About two months ago I told God, "I want to understand what it means to have a reverent fear of You." His initial response, “I am encoded in everything Amanda. Even Hell. Even Sheol and Hades. I am in every age, realm, dimension and timeline, past, present and future. I am stretched throughout all infinites… Continue reading Instinctively Reverent
The Languishing Leviathan
It's been a full decade since I was awakened to real, true evil and darkness... As I leaned over the hospital bed to pray for my frail grandmother a thick, firm voice snapped back at me, “I raised you!” All in one moment it hit me, the voice coming from the bed wasn’t my grandmother’s.… Continue reading The Languishing Leviathan
My Word is: Faith
For the past several days I’ve been searching for the best word to describe my experience with 2020... And as I’ve fumbled through the list in my head and heart, the one that’s continued to pop up is “faith." And if you’re anything like me, faith might sound so simple. However, it’s my faith and… Continue reading My Word is: Faith
Deaf Ears?
We’re all speaking. With all of our facts, opinions and restless, chaotic tips and thoughts... The majority of us have something to say. Even if we don’t share about it on a public platform, we’re all talking. So my question... My question is this... Who is listening? Who hears Holy Spirit’s voice? And when I… Continue reading Deaf Ears?
Sharp Objects
I had a dream about a month ago... I was standing in my living room and from the kitchen a dark figure was standing at my counter throwing knives, swords and other sharp objects at me. In the moment I didn’t know what to do.... So I reached my hand out and surprising caught each… Continue reading Sharp Objects
“She Gambles with God”
"Does trusting the Lord and not worrying mean we're coping out?" "No Bill. It just means we're doing what God told us to do." That... That was a conversation my grandparents had several years ago as they continued to follow Holy Spirit wherever He led them. And... You know, this... This is exactly how I… Continue reading “She Gambles with God”
That’s Grotesque
Do you honestly want to know where I’ve been lately and what I’ve been doing? I’ve been studying... No actually I’ve been deep sea diving for treasure... Treasure God’s been pulling my heart toward. You know I haven’t wanted to pursue it though. For more than a month I was afraid to go “there,” because… Continue reading That’s Grotesque
Doubtful Disbelief
“Stop what you’re doing!”... That’s what doubt and disbelief scream at me. “Stop what you’re doing and don’t move forward because you’re a fool and this is ridiculous." And it’s like that every time I step out in faith... I feel great at first. I feel like, I can “take on the world.” I feel… Continue reading Doubtful Disbelief