After I lost my dad, one of my biggest challenges was the reality that I felt like there wasn't anyone there to take care of "me" anymore. For 25 years he was ALWAYS there... In my corner... Watching out for me... Protecting me from potential harm. So it was challenging to say the least to… Continue reading Reliability
If you know me well then you know I talk about the will of God A LOT! It’s really vital for me to continue to cultivate a space where I listen, He leads and I follow. And it’s become fairly simple to do these things; however, the one thing that CONSTANTLY gets me hung up… Continue reading Great Illusion
I thought about quitting today. I told God, “I can’t do this anymore.” Actually... I’ve been telling Him that for a few weeks now. “I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want your stupid promises! It’s cost so much to get to this place! I don’t care about your will!” You see my… Continue reading Quit… Today?
We're all entitled to bad days right?... You know the kind where you don't really want to get up in the morning because you're tired of life?... That's how I feel right now... A little burnt out and confused... Burnt out with work and where I am in life... And confused about where I'm going...… Continue reading Feeling It All…
It’s morning… again… a new day… still a new year… still new things to accomplish and come my way… and all along I keep wondering “where will this year take me?”… and I know deep down to not dare ask that question because this year could take me absolutely anywhere possible... Sometimes though… sometimes my… Continue reading The Tulips
How do I feel right now? I don't know. I don't know how I feel, but I've been trying to answer this question for myself all morning. I feel something though. I think I feel very optimistic and positive about life. Honestly... I didn't three months ago, I didn't think I could do cancer. I… Continue reading Feelings