Remember the violent spiritual behavior I shared with you last week? Remember how I said Holy Spirit said, “Do not buy what he is selling with your own free-will. Stand firm. Stand your ground. You are on holy ground. Do not step into torment or accept it”? Okay, well since then the torment and warfare… Continue reading Locked Out!
It's been a full decade since I was awakened to real, true evil and darkness... As I leaned over the hospital bed to pray for my frail grandmother a thick, firm voice snapped back at me, “I raised you!” All in one moment it hit me, the voice coming from the bed wasn’t my grandmother’s.… Continue reading The Languishing Leviathan
Remember the anger and disappointment I told you about in my last writing? Oh you know... The anger and disappointment that were consuming 10% of my heart? Well... Once I fully acknowledged them and began to pursue more of God's love, my heart began to hurt.... Like PHYSICALLY hurt. Now, obviously when pain strikes my… Continue reading Demonic Occupancy
I don’t want to write. Honest to God, I don’t want to at all. It’s become somewhat of a challenge to keep moving forward in this area.But I must… I must mustard up what’s inside of me to get this done because it’s what Holy Spirit is asking. Which makes me wonder… Where is my… Continue reading What’s Going On In There?
Isolation. Oh gosh, I hate isolation. Actually, I hate the initial feeling of isolation. Have you ever felt it before? It’s this blatant reality that no one completely gets you, who you are or what you’re going through. And it’s deeper than feeling alone because when we’re isolated we aren’t actually “alone”. You see... When… Continue reading The Isolated Life
When God gave me Cultivate Life 10 years ago He told me it would be a “challenge” to “keep moving forward,” but that the challenge would always produce more LIFE. I believe my constant desire for more life is why I always chose the challenge. I want my world to become a flourishing paradise... One… Continue reading Keep Following
Freedom through Christ... It's an interesting concept to ponder... But it's an even more interesting concept to experience and fully live. You see I've come to a place in life where I feel very liberated: spirit, soul and body. I feel like God has made me whole and set me free of so much oppression… Continue reading Intentional
Since the age of 6, I've struggled with one core thing... The fear of being alone... Deep within the core of me, I began to believe a lie... And that lie told me, "Because of the weight I continued to gain, I would never be enough... I would never be pretty enough... I would never… Continue reading Alone and Lied To…
I still don't know how I feel... kind of in shock. Maybe it'll hit me in 2 weeks when I'm back in Cali and need to pick up the phone and call dad... and then he won't answer or I'll realize it all at once. I think it's weird for me to think this is… Continue reading Free