angels · anointing · gemstone · grow · kingdom · mature · power

The Gem of Anointing

For about a month now, I’ve been asking Holy Spirit if I can share a spiritual experience I had. I mean… It was fascinating!! So, I couldn’t wait for Him to give me the notion to “move forward.”

About a month ago I was praying, listening to Him and speaking to my human spirit… Then, very suddenly, I saw this giant gemstone in the spirit. It was HUGE. About the width of my chest. Very bright and shiny. Very suddenly it started moving towards me, and I watched as angels screwed it into a large opening that instantly appeared inside my spirit’s chest.

Then, I got a separate view of the process… And I saw the large gemstone actually lay itself onto a smaller gemstone that was already inserted inside of my spirit.

OBVIOUSLY, I immediately wanted to know what I just experienced… And so, Holy Spirit began to explain…

He said, “That large gemstone is your anointing. The small gemstone is the heart of your spirit. See how crystal clear the small gem is? That’s because the light is shinning brightly through your fractals. All of your redemptive gifts are being used. And because the light from your spirit has become so bright and strong, I am having angels install this stone of anointing inside of you. It’s your anointing I am giving YOU. It’s separate from the one your grandmother carried. This is yours. I designed it for you and you alone. It fits your spirit in such an intricate way. And it can grow. As your spirit matures and grows in deeper intimacy with Me, the power of that stone will mature and grow. And more of Me will streamline from it.”

Then He went on to explain that everyone that comes into the Kingdom of Heaven has an anointing because it’s part of our inheritance in Christ. He also told me to stop viewing the anointing the way I was raised to view it. He said, “Religion placed people with strong gifts on pedestals and then called that gift the ‘anointing.’ And, while some of that is true, it’s not all true because everyone has redemptive gifts, spiritual gifts AND an anointing that are all separate from each other, but work together when you access them and cultivate a strong relationship with them.”

Now, if you’re anything like me… Or if you know me in the least bit, then you’ll understand that I was immediately eager to start cultivating a relationship with the stone. I mean… The stone, when activated and used, unlocks so much untapped power and a world full of mystery that is begging to be discovered.

And so that’s exactly what I’ve been doing. I’ve been using this very challenging season of maturity to learn about, operate in and pursue my anointing. Because I am learning that the anointing is vital to my personal track of maturity. I cannot move forward without it. It is essential to ruling & reigning in the Heavens and on Earth. It is pivotal in walking out any God-given, God-appointed mandate. And it is separate from gifting. It is separate from fractals of the human spirit. It is structured and built on presence. To be given or ignited within when the time is best.

And I am sharing this with you because I want to continue to encourage you to keep pursuing a relationship with Father God, Jesus, Holy Spirit AND the Kingdom of Heaven. Because when we do, we not only discover more levels of healing, restoration and deliverance, but we also come into a place where we can discover and learn about portions of our inheritance in Christ we never knew we could posses. And those portions, those gifts, those revelations, those anointings… Well they will provide us with the real and raw capability to move about the earth in such a way of power, dominion and authority I don’t believe we’ve ever seen before.

darkness · death · grow



Decisions. Decisions aren’t that difficult to make, but they are when you have no idea what you’re doing. I’d honestly love to believe I have a spec of the talent my father had for building homes. Really I do. Mom thinks I do. She thinks I can put colors together and see things like dad did, but I don’t. I choose to believe she wants to believe I can. Maybe she’s right. Maybe I have some kind of gifting for interior design and color… but if it’s there… if it’s truly within me… well, I don’t know how to get it out at all. And if I did, I don’t know what I would do with all of it.

What would I do if I could see colors and shapes line up in a way that would make a customer happy? What if I do have some type of gifting that would brighten the faces of others looking at my art? The kids I nanny for think I’m gifted. They think I’m so artistic because I doodle on paper when there’s nothing to do. I look at it as a way to keep my mind occupied because I get bored very easily… and they see it as so much more.

And I don’t know how I would feel to discover a gift and talent for design and color. My whole life has been focused on things that don’t even relate to that at all. But then again, maybe I would be happy. Maybe I would be satisfied because I finally found something I’m good at. One of my biggest struggles in life is feeling like and knowing I’m really not good at anything. And I know people will argue that, but that’s how I feel. I’ve always felt like an outsider and a loser. Let’s be honest… because God knows it’s true… my sister was blessed with the gifts and talents in our family. And I’ve tried my hardest to be gifted, fit in and feel special but I’m really not. I’m pretty average and boring for the most part.

My dad would argue this though. He would argue it until he was blue in the face because he loves me that much. I wish I had him here now to ask him if he thinks I’d be good at picking colors. But then maybe he wouldn’t know either… So maybe it’s best that I can’t ask him. But, if I could… I would want him to test me in some way. I would want him to entrust me with a project of some sort so we could determine if I am good with design and colors.

Maybe in a strange way this is some kind of challenge for me… picking colors in a home that he didn’t finish. Picking floors and tile and so much more. Maybe it’s some kind of secret challenge and treasure he left behind for me… And maybe I’m completely off and out of my mind because it’s late (really it’s only 10) and I’m tired. But today… today, I felt in my gut certain things that should and shouldn’t be done with the house… And I wanted everyone around me to feel and get the certainty that I felt, but they didn’t. So I’m left to wonder… And whether it’s some kind of gift or just the certainty to know how to finish the house, well I know I feel confident in those feelings.