disappointment · healing · lies, deception & manipulation · love of god · redeem · refine · restore

For the Love of God

"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God

challenge · flourishing · freedom · heart · justice · lies, deception & manipulation · vulnerability

What’s Going On In There?

I don’t want to write. Honest to God, I don’t want to at all. It’s become somewhat of a challenge to keep moving forward in this area.But I must… I must mustard up what’s inside of me to get this done because it’s what Holy Spirit is asking. Which makes me wonder… Where is my… Continue reading What’s Going On In There?

disappointment · faith · healing · pain · redeem · refine · restore

Disrespected and Devalued

“I guess… I felt, well I felt deeply disrespected and devalued.” That’s what I told Holy Spirit this morning as He attempted to peel away another layer of my soul that’s sick and dying.You see I had a dream last night, and the dream reminded me of my past… My past where a significant amount… Continue reading Disrespected and Devalued

forgiveness · healing · higher way · redeem · refine · restore

Dear America, I’m Sorry

Dear America, Land of the spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically enslaved, insecure and weak... I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we’ve become such a broken, run-down society... One that is so prone to every sickness and disease “they” feed us. I’m sorry our minds are so controlled and that we’ve lost touch with reality... That we’ve… Continue reading Dear America, I’m Sorry