disappointment · healing · lies, deception & manipulation · love of god · redeem · refine · restore

For the Love of God

"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God

challenge · flourishing · freedom · heart · justice · lies, deception & manipulation · vulnerability

What’s Going On In There?

I don’t want to write. Honest to God, I don’t want to at all. It’s become somewhat of a challenge to keep moving forward in this area.But I must… I must mustard up what’s inside of me to get this done because it’s what Holy Spirit is asking. Which makes me wonder… Where is my… Continue reading What’s Going On In There?

demonic · develop · freedom · healing · lies, deception & manipulation · Mind · refine · warfare

Dethronement

I see a throne... It’s high and mighty... But I’m struggling with it’s dethronement. Why? Well because I like the kingdom of lies my imagination has cultivated inside of my head. Actually, I’ve become so good at creating and buying false images that I sometimes get confused over what’s real and what’s false. You see… Continue reading Dethronement

develop · faith · grow · refine

Land of Smoke and Mirrors…

Hollywood... LA... California... It's truly a land of smoke and mirrors... And I've heard that for quite some time... I've heard that this place.... As amazing as it can be... Well it is soul-sucking... Soul-sucking because it sells lies... It says one thing but does another... And in so many ways... Well I'm conditioned for… Continue reading Land of Smoke and Mirrors…