Remember the violent spiritual behavior I shared with you last week? Remember how I said Holy Spirit said, “Do not buy what he is selling with your own free-will. Stand firm. Stand your ground. You are on holy ground. Do not step into torment or accept it”? Okay, well since then the torment and warfare… Continue reading Locked Out!
Growth… Growth & I have a love/hate relationship. Wait… Let me rephrase that. Growth, as amazing as it is, feels like a antagonist in my life sometimes. Do I crave it? Sure I do! I crave growth and the results that come from following through with where I’m being led to develop and mature in… Continue reading Following Growth
"But the disappointment God... It's SO heavy. I don't want to feel it anymore. I don't want to carry it anymore. Plus... Paired with the anger... The anger that's still consuming 10% of my heart... Well the anger really makes the disappointment feel all consuming at times." This is me. This is me working through… Continue reading For the Love of God
I’ve had this awkward sensation in my left side for about 4 months now. At first it concerned me because it was so strange, but then I heard Holy Spirit say, “It’s supernatural.” So, I’ve gone on with life... Knowing that He’ll make sense of it all in His timing. Well a few nights ago… Continue reading Stopped… In the Name of Love
What’s real? What’s true? What’s eternally lovely and ever-growing? That... That is love. However... It’s not human love. For human love is too faulty. Too futile. It’s too fatal. You see this love, this love is pure. This love is whole and complete because it’s structured for one place and one place only. What’s that… Continue reading Ever-Growing
Have you ever loved someone so much you’d practically do anything for them.... Even when you don’t want too because the thing you’ve been asked to do requires more of you than you’d really like to give? I have. Actually that’s where my relationship with God constantly stands. You see it’s become this place where… Continue reading But Are You Loyal?
Truth be told I’m not the best at being selfless... If I hadn’t moved home 2 1/2 years ago to help my mom move forward in life, I don’t think I’d be able to be in this moment right now... A moment where I’ve been able to totally lay down everything I want in life… Continue reading The Most Accurate
Five years ago today I watched my dad take his last breath. All in one moment the reality of death made his appearance in my life. You see it was evidently clear that I was starring at my dad, but then at the same time I wasn't. Every part of him (the smile, the jokes,… Continue reading Year Five
I promised myself I'd pursue more of God's love ... I promised myself I'd pursue more of His love so the brokenness inside of me would mend and I could be made whole. But I haven't known where to start. And then He spoke to me. He spoke to me and gave me a simple… Continue reading Is It Fixed Yet?
It might be a simple truth... But broken things can be moved. Broken things can be shaken, tossed and turned in several different directions at once. Which is why I believe the only way to take something broken and make it immovable and unshakable is to let God heal it. His perfect love contains the… Continue reading Broken?