So it's been a full week of what I consider serious revelation... Of what feels to be an almost purging of my soul... And then I had a dream last night... In the dream, at certain periods of the night, water would flood in through cracks in my walls... The water height in the room… Continue reading Like the Ocean’s Tide…
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He’s Become a Memory…
I'm learning that one of the strangest... Yet saddest things about death is the fact... Well the fact that my dad has become a memory... He's so far in the past now... So frozen in time... Held within the frames of photos and thoughts... And it's just sad... Sad and altogether weird... Because when I… Continue reading He’s Become a Memory…
Looking Back…
You need to write… that’s what he says to me… write… express what you’re thinking… express how you feel about life and the place you are in right now… and honestly… well I don’t know what to say about life… about this year… about all that it has been…. Looking back 2014 has been a… Continue reading Looking Back…
Smile for Me Baby
Since I've been missing dad so much, we finally decided to set up an old TV/VCR and watch home videos. Three hours later, I was grateful. I was grateful and I was sad... sad and crying. Just hearing my dad and seeing him made me miss him so much more. But I'm so happy that… Continue reading Smile for Me Baby