Six-and-a-half years ago my dad unexpectedly died. A month before he passed my parents had just celebrated their milestone 30th wedding anniversary. To celebrate, they planned to take a trip to Hawaii, but… Well obviously, that didn’t happen. Last week my mom turned 60-years-old. So, in true Winder Sister form and fashion, Bridget and I decided… Continue reading A Promise is A Promise
When I write, I try to give the most accurate view of what's happening in my heart in that given moment. I mean... That is the goal of this blog. To stay as vulnerable as possible with the ups and downs of my life as I follow Father God, Jesus and Holy Spirit's lead. So… Continue reading Are You Ready for It?
Can I ask a question?... Or more so a series of questions? In the midst of this great awakening, are we constantly and consistently focused on the heart of God and what He's doing? Have we set aside isolated time... Time where we can focus on the will of God and what He truly wants as… Continue reading What’s In HIS Heart?
Dear God, How do I describe America other than saying, “She’s like a teenager... Young... Wildly curious... Created with a divine purpose by You and You alone... But so desensitized, distracted, drugged up and desperate for real, true belonging, love and attention.” She’s been mishandled by people seeking their own selfish, satanic agendas. People who… Continue reading Dear God, Forgive Us
Dear America, Land of the spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically enslaved, insecure and weak... I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we’ve become such a broken, run-down society... One that is so prone to every sickness and disease “they” feed us. I’m sorry our minds are so controlled and that we’ve lost touch with reality... That we’ve… Continue reading Dear America, I’m Sorry
Healing and wholeness have always been such a pinnacle part of who I am. And it’s not a mystery to me why I’m drawn to the supernatural power of God. It’s in my spiritual DNA. Growing up I saw my grandmother lay hands on countless people... People riddled with cancer, sick and dying from the… Continue reading One Broken Vessel
Okay... Today, I hit the decade mark of losing 100 lbs! So... What does it mean to me to look at the girl on the left, the young woman on the right and the woman in the middle? Well... To me the three make up a cultivated lifestyle of restoration and freedom. When I finished… Continue reading A Decade in the Making
I laid in bed the night before last and wanted to cry because I felt so weak... So emotional... So caught in the chaos and frustration of life. Now, don't get me wrong. Life is good. Life is very, very good. But... Sometimes I just want to cry. Sometimes I do cry. I cry about… Continue reading I Cry
You know 5 years ago this fall I decided Cultivate Life and I weren’t for each other. I was filled with utter confusion and deep pain as I found myself in the darkest season of my life. I promised myself I’d never allow anything to hurt me like that again because the pain I felt… Continue reading Resurrected Life
"Ok... So here's the plan: we're gonna come home, help mom, sell the house and move on with our lives. This will take three months tops!" I firmly believe God laughed at my plan that day. To think, after everything my family had been through, that it would only take us three months to help… Continue reading Grown Up