I heard God so clearly a few days ago... "I am giving you a new level of strength today Amanda. You'll need it for the next season you're headed into after the new year. You will need Me in a greater way than ever before. You will need to place all of who you are...… Continue reading Strength… Without Asking
It's fixed. My heart... it's fixed. How do I know it's fixed? I know it's fixed because I moved forward in life. I spoke to the fear that was trying to convince me to not move forward. I told it to sit down and shut up. I told it that it no longer has power… Continue reading It’s Fixed!
I laid in bed the night before last and wanted to cry because I felt so weak... So emotional... So caught in the chaos and frustration of life. Now, don't get me wrong. Life is good. Life is very, very good. But... Sometimes I just want to cry. Sometimes I do cry. I cry about… Continue reading I Cry
Remember a few months ago when I said I was doing a lot of "off road following" with God?.. Well, guess what?... We're still "off road" and I honestly have no idea where I'm going... Plus, to make things a little bit riskier, my "New Year's resolution" is to not plan... To not think ahead… Continue reading Painless Days
When I was 14 years old all I wanted was a pink iPod mini... I mean, Apple had just really started to become cool and I "needed" one... However, my parents didn't just buy us whatever we wanted when we wanted it... We'd almost always have to wait until a birthday or Christmas... So I… Continue reading Sassy and Entitled
You know those moments in life when you think, "Gosh I really should've listened to what I was told? If I had I won't be living with this pain now." Yeah... That's exactly what I'm thinking right now... In the past 72 hours we've experienced freezing weather, snow and ice... Well mom has been locked… Continue reading Prideful Conditions…
Have you ever walked into a situation completely blind?... Believing in your mind you know the solution will be quick and simple, but then very quickly realizing, "This is going to take much more time and effort than I thought." That's been my year... A continuation of, "How much longer is this going to last?… Continue reading Death Halts Life….