“I guess… I felt, well I felt deeply disrespected and devalued.” That’s what I told Holy Spirit this morning as He attempted to peel away another layer of my soul that’s sick and dying.You see I had a dream last night, and the dream reminded me of my past… My past where a significant amount… Continue reading Disrespected and Devalued
Have you ever been in a moment in life where you've had to put something valuable to rest? It may be a person, a place or a thing... But the reality is that you have to let go of it with the idea that you may never cross paths with it again. You see a… Continue reading My Valuable Past
Why is it so challenging to admit how we really feel on the inside? Why does it feel like a battle to express that we don’t like who we are in this present moment of life? You see, for the most part, I love who I’ve become as I cultivate life with God... But then… Continue reading Undesirable?..
Yesterday I shared about how I’ve been facing this deep feeling of unworthiness lately. Then this morning I came across the image below and thought, “Wow, this image truly captures how I feel right now.” You see in areas of my life I can only seem to focus on the places where I don’t seem… Continue reading Worthy Queen?
Last week I lost five things... On four separate occasions... And I don't ever loose things... Especially what's of value to me... So I decided to ask myself "what can I learn from this situation?"... Four of the things I lost were jewelry related... An earring... An expensive earring back... Two necklaces... And then I lost… Continue reading The Valuable Lost…
I have a set of gold drop diamond Kate Spade earrings.... Wearing them and talking on the phone while driving never go hand in hand for me... They clank into the glass and drive me insane.... So.... I always take one off.... And I usually set it in my lap.... Thinking I'll remember it's there… Continue reading Diamond Moment of Trust…
Sometimes it takes a phone call... A single conversation... One that has nothing to do with me... And within it... Well my I realize my value a little bit more... And I still don't realize my value in it's entirety... And it's taking time... And of course it's another leg of the journey I am… Continue reading Recognize the Value
It's taken a moment... But I'm learning that as my self-worth grows... As I begin to value me more and more... Well I don't put up with those who undervalue me anymore... A year ago... Moving to the west coast... Starting a new life... A new job... Being around everything new... Well I was at… Continue reading Value Found
I had a conversation two days ago that hasn't left my mind.... My boss was telling me that someone broke into the neighbors house and ransacked it... obviously they were looking for "things"... And then I said "well, that makes me nervous to walk to my car alone at night now." and her response, "oh Amanda,… Continue reading Valuable Perceptions